Is it time to Rejoice?

Is the wait over?
Can I keep down my oar and relax?
Or is the land still far off?
Am I going to reach the land or is this choppy water my destiny?
Is this the land I need or is it the land I want?
Will I be able to build home on this land ?
Or will I again have to search a new land?
Who decides when will I reach the land I can build home on and rest a while, without fear of being evicted?
Is it my wrong doing that gets me evicted or is it decided by forces beyond me?
My arms are soar using the oars, the land seems far and faith is on test.......